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May 2nd, 2005
07:50 am

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What song was number one on the day you were born?

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1. eryn - total eclipse of the heart by bonnie tyler
2. moshua - Seasons In The Sun by Terry Jacks
3. Molly - MacArthur Park by Donna Summer (why, lord, why?!)
4. barry - No More Tears (Enough Is Enough) - Barbra Streisand
5. Bethany - Woman In Love, Barbra Streisand *kicks jukebox*
6. Scott - Crazy little thing called love - Queen
7. *~*~*~* - What A Fool Believes - The Doobie Brothers
8. JP... Love’s Theme - Love Unlimited Orchestra
9. tha goodson ~ Love Train - O’Jays
10. doug - How Can You Mend A Broken Heart - Bee Gee’s - anyone have a copy?
11. AVA- Me & Bobby McGee - Janis Joplin (does that date me at all?)
12. John Dwyer - Bridge Over Troubled Water - Simon & Garfunkel (that makes perfect sense!)
13. Crif - "Disco Lady" - Johnnie Taylor
14.) Beki- "Jessies Girl" - Rick Springfield hahahaha sweet.
15) Katie - "Upside Down" Diana Ross
16)Tommy- Eye of the Tiger- Survivor. No surprises there.
17) Sarah - "You Spin Me Round (Like a Record)" Dead or Alive....that IS my song!!! oh shit!!
18) Jamie- "Jump" - Van Halen. Nice!
19)Derrick — When Doves Cry" – Prince (I must say out of all the top 40 music that came out in the 80's, this is about as close as it could get for me.)
20. Kate - "Eye of the Tiger" - Survivor
21. Mike G - "Video Killed the Radiostar" - Buggles
22. tonya - Arthur’s Theme (Best That You Can Do)
23. anime girl- When Doves Cry- Prince
24. jImMy - "He Don’t Love You Like I Love You" - Tony Orlando & Dawn
25. Jamie- " The Tide Is High"- Blondie
26 ~DrexXxy~ Carol King - It's too late (how appropriate today LOL)
27. pUnKy ~ LOL MYNE WAZ 2 HUN >:p
28. "Good Vibrations"!! - The Beach Boys (my Mum loves the Beach Boys - ah, it all makes perfect sense now... ;o)
29:Lee:Green Green Grass of Home - Tom Jones
30.:::Kari::: Maggie May - Rod Stewart
31. gutta - I'll Be There - Jackson 5
32. Alison-Night Fever-The Bee Gees
33. ArmsBendBack - Feel Like Makin Love by Roberta Flack
my daughter's was 21 Questions by 50 cent
look what the world has come to!
34. Raven- Call me-Blondie.
35. Savanah- Footloose, Kenny Loggins
36. Mags--total eclipse of the heart by bonnie tyler
37. Luke--Get physical, Olivia Newton John bitches what?
38. Kari~Say you Say me, Lionel Richie
39. Heather - Love Will Keep Us Together - Captain & Tennille
40. Amanda - MacArthur Park - Donna Summer
41. Jayman - Everything is Beautiful - Ray Stevens
42. PollyM ~ He's a Rebel - The Crystals (huh?!?!?!)
43. Preston - Rhinestone Cowboy - Glen Campbell (LMFAO)
44. Kristi-Love Will Keep Us Together - Captain & Tennille
45. Shannon - Brown Sugar - Rolling Stones
46. Chad - Another One Bites The Dust - Queen
47. Stacie-Abracadabra - Steve Miller Band (magical!)
48. Chardmonk - I Love Rock ‘n Roll - Joan Jett & The Blackhearts (so put another dime in the Jukebox baby!!)
49. Reannon - Reunited - Peaches & Herb (no idea)
50. Stephen- Billie Jean - Michael Jackson
51. Mo- Madonna- Like A Virgin
52. Jill- Upside Down- Dianna Ross
53. Bonnie - Footloose - Kenny Loggins YESS!!! I rock
54. Holly ~ "Greastest Love of All" by Whitney Houston. ha
55. Megan ~ Eternal Flame - The Bangles
56. brooklyn -- rush rush;; paula abdul. wow.
57. erin- "opposites attract" paula abdul....sweet, yo.
58. Ron - Speak - Lindsay Lohan. haha. just kidding. It was Honky Tonk Woman - Rolling Stones
59. kaly-more than words~extreme
60. Jessica~You’re In Love - Wilson Phillip
61. Erica - La Bamba - Los Lobos ....nice lol
62. KJ of Doom - Easy Lover - Philip Bailey and Phil Collins :D
63. Bethany - escapade - Janet Jackson

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March 30th, 2005
04:39 pm

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Ninja Baby
By: Bethany Reeves
Dedicated to Jessica & Fitzy

I wipe away my angel-ninja tears
And know that I'm in Heaven
It's right where I "belong"
but sometimes I wonder
If somewhere, somehow I went wrong
I've noticed that you've needed me
And even though I'm there, it seems
It's sometimes not enough to know
Or maybe you've failed to realize
That I'm simply watching over you now
It's just not something you can see with your eyes
You have to believe and feel my presence
Everyday and just remember:
You still own every piece of my heart
I'm watching over you every day and night
I see you while you dream
And even as you cry
And now even more then ever
I wish I could take it back
And have you here beside me
Or to just know the right words to say
But I guess my wish list has grown bigger
Ever since the accident
And the number one of all is:
I wish I could wipe your tears away,
And let you hear my voice
Even for a moment long enough
Just to say:
   "I love you still and always will...
      please be my valentine."

Current Mood: apathetic
Current Music: Broken~Seether/Dance~Garth Brooks/I miss you~Blink 182

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March 14th, 2005
05:20 am

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happy birthday to ME
happy birthday to ME
happy birthday dear BETHANY
happy birthday to me

Current Mood: enthralled
Current Music: happy birthday

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March 9th, 2005
04:14 pm

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Songs that remind me of david.. RIP FITZY
What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone
forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

And now the stars aren't out tonight
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye
These memories can't replace
These wishes I wish and dreams I chase
Take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like I've lost everything when your gone
Left remembering what its like
To have you here with me
I thought you should know
Your not making this easy

I never thought I'd be the one to say
"Please don't, please don't leave me"
I feel like I've lost everything when your gone
Left remembering what its like
To have you here with me
I thought you should know
Your not making this easy

Your not making this easy


Take my hand and never let me go
Take my hand and never let me go
Promise me You'll never let ... GO!
never let go
never let go
You'll never let go

I feel like I've lost everything when your gone
Left remembering what its like
To have you here with me
I thought you should know
Your not making this easy

Your not making this easy

Your not making this easy

Your not making this easy

Your not making this easy

I wanted see you
Cause that brings me closer to you






I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

[x2]
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore







Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time

And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)



Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared
'Neath the stars alone
For a moment all
The world was right
How could I have known
That you'd ever say goodbye?
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end
The way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance

Holding you I held everything
For a moment wasn't I a king
But if I'd only known
How the king would fall
Hey who's to say you know
I might have changed it all

And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end
The way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance

Yes my life is better left to chance
I could have missed the pain but
I'd of had to miss the dance

Current Music: BROKEN - seether featr. amy lee

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March 6th, 2005
02:42 pm

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You use to know all the words
You knew them by heart
And I was the one you thought of
As your world tore apart

...

You sang the song for me
As a lullaby,
Now you can’t even remember
What we were meant to be

...

I use to think the world was perfect
As we stood side by side
But now your spot is empty
And I’m without my lullaby

Please come back and sing to me
So I can fall asleep
I’d like to see my dreams now...
Wherever they may lead

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02:34 pm

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okay so i auditioned for the school play this week... and DUH i made the cut... i'm like a "metalhead" or something... its all good... first rehearsal is TOMORROW... yay... and my birthday is in like a week... exactly not counting today and not counting my birthday.... yay... woah.. gotta go

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February 28th, 2005
03:45 pm

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my birthday is in like.. uhh .. i dont know... thirteen days....

and auditions for the school play are TOMORROW....AHHH

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February 9th, 2005
01:36 pm

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33 days till my birthday

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01:34 pm

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Okay so apparently i'm suppose to update... eh?... i tryed out for a play last saturday.. or the saturday before that.... i get the results this saturday... wahoo.. i went to mrdi gras... wahoo... i caught a tons of nice beads.. saw alot of people.. had a lot of fun.. you know me... party party party.... and then my jacket got stolen... my favorite FUCKING jacket.. and it got stolen.. and my inhaler was in it too... now i have to go get a new one i think... i have the pagenat this weekend... wahoo.. i guess i'll be busy busy busy.. i go back to school tomorrow.. five day weekend is over.. over.. over... damn.. that sucks... okay.... i have nothing else to say... oh yeah.. we got progress reports the other day.. and i'm in the top ten of my math class with a 92 and i'm number ONE in my wld geography class with a 100. 7 i think... or 100.4.. one of those... and i have a 96 in health... all those great grades brings my gpa up to a 4. something... which is pretty sweet i guess... but yeah... ohh yeah my grandmother bought me napleon dynamite last night and without a paddle... it was great... my birthday is in like a month and five days... sweet... and i get to get my permit... YES!! anyways.. okay now i'm really going to go.. bye

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January 17th, 2005
11:38 pm

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Don't stop yourself from crying
It will only make it worse
Don't stop the tears from coming
Because eventually it hurts
I know you didn't want this
But this is how it will end
I know things wont be getting better
But I will always be your friend
And when things start to get a little rough
And you need someone to call
Know I will always come to you
No matter when or where at all
Because even if you don't believe it
Everyone has there downtime
And when yours comes and goes
I'll be right there, through the sands of time
So let your life go on as usual
And when you need someone to talk to
Never doubt the friendship we have
And always remember:
    I will always come to you
    I will always be your friend
    I will always be there
            Through
                  The
                    Sands
                        of Time

Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: yellowcard - - blink182

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January 16th, 2005
01:41 pm

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HAHA
You scored as Drunk Cat. Put down the bottle, Cheech. Sign up for some AA classes and drink a glass of water. Bars are ok once in a while, but you shouldn't be sleeping at them.

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Drunk Cat

50%

Ninja Cat

42%

Pissed at the World Cat

33%

Derranged Cat

8%

Love Machine Cat

8%

Nerd Cat

0%

Couch Potato Cat

0%

Which Absurd Cat are you?
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01:27 pm

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okay.. so everythings going good.... schools pretty okay.. right now... uhh josh asked me if i liked him the other day and we half exchanged numbers lol... he doesnt know his number yet.. his birthday was the other day.. my birthday is like in two months minus two days... march 14.. you better get me something lol... everythings going smoothly right now i guess... theres nothing to really post about.. so i'll type something worth while later... bye

Current Mood: content
Current Music: yellowcard &/or blink 182

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January 8th, 2005
01:49 pm

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whats up guys.. school is going pretty good... i have some easy squeezzy classes... like really.. health is going to be a cinch... literally.. first day of school she asked us what the 6 classes of nutritions were.. and i knew like half of them and all of the food groups and she told me i was a step ahead of alot of the class.... so its all good.. tech discovery seems pretty easy too... we watched october sky in there the other day.. its a pretty good movie.. and we had to talk this little quizzie thing on it the next day.. which i totally passed... and then theres alegbra.. my only class with homework everyday.... health i have a project due on monday.. but hah.. thats easy.... and then i have wld geo. which is going to be so easy because he gives extra credit for everythign... adn ehs crazy... and he doesnt give out homework as long as we work from bell to bell.... which is fine with me... as long as i have my afternoons to myself after alegbra homeowork.... he gives extra credit in there for TALKING in class... seriously.. all you have to do is ask a serious questin and get into the class discussions and you get extra credit.. adn part of our grade is citzenship.. which i'm giong to totally ace... adn then we have to do journals everyday.. easy.. totally... this is going ot be a good quarter... definately... and plus.. i meet this guy... *big smile* his name is josh and hes super cool... we walk to third block together... and its great... ((aly to know more about this guy go check your email if you ahvent done so already and email me back please))

well i gotta go... i think ima head over to travis' house and hang out there.... see ya later

Current Mood: giggly
Current Music: yellowcard

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January 3rd, 2005
03:48 am

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Okay New Year resolutions:

Start posting either once a day or at least five times a week

Writing aly at least once a week

Sending cards for holidays and such to family members and aly

Being friendlier to people... and a little more outgoing

Getting straight A's by the end of the semester or at least keeping my grades up at honor roll

Do all homework and turn in on time

Be completely organized

Keep room tidy

Get monologues ready for msa by the end of THIS quarter and start working on them

Try out for at least five plays

Goals:
1) Clean and organize closet by March in spare time
2) Get straight A's by the end of the year
3) Do at least one good deed for the community each month
4) Get permit book and learn the driving rules before March 14
5) Get permit
6) Learn how to drive well by may
7) Save up money for stage stars by May

Sound reasonable??
I think so... with it being tax season... AA will be slowing down so I’ll time for me and if I start these habits maybe I can keep them when tax season ends and AA starts going fast again...... and if I have too much this time... I’ll drop it before I get too in deep over my head

On Tuesday I start new classes... ((This New Year has brought a new start for a lot)):

First period nutrwel
Second period tech discovery
Third period algebra 1 9
Lunch
Fourth period wld geography

First period miss study
Second period tech discovery
Third period algebra 1 9
Lunch
Fourth period flhealth

The only hard class I see is algebra.... history is a cinch to me... and health can’t be THAT hard... You know? and tech discovery I’m not sure what that'll bring.... it seems pretty easy though from what I’ve heard...


((okay aly your turn... lol))

Current Mood: accomplished

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03:47 am

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You Are Boy Shorts!


You're stylish, trendy, but not over the top.
You know how to look good - without looking like you're trying too hard.
Men think that you're cute, friendly, and approachable.
And you've got a spunky, fiesty side that comes out after a while!




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December 29th, 2004
12:45 am

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Have you ever?
01) Cried for someone? Yea...

02) had a true kiss? Not really

03) fallin' in love? yes... deeply

04) been heartbroken? Yea

05) missed someone? all the time

06) been afraid to love? Yea

07) lose someone you care about? Yea

08) broken someone's heart? Unfortunately

09) played anyone? Never

10) been played? Yea

11) gotten down on your knees for someone? No

12) picture how it is to love someone? Sure

13) picture how it is to be loved by someone? Yea

14) lied? of course

What’s the;

01) longest relationship? 1 year 8 months some odd weeks and days

02) shortest relationship? I can’t remember... I think like a day

03) best kiss ever? hmm...

04) funniest kiss? haven't had one that seems funny

05) who would you never want to lose? family... aly

06) who do you regret to lose? I regret losing Erik to life... but I couldn’t help the fact that he died... and aly to distance... but I couldn’t change that one either.... well I guess I could have kidnapped her and locked her in my closet and fed her newspapers....

07) who is your bizzi? okay if that means best friend some how.... aly... if that means boyfriend somehow... then none...

08) biggest thing you fear? growing up old and alone...

LAST PERSON YOU;

01) IMed? Aly

02) talked on the phone with? mom... but just to hand it off... really talked to... aly

03) saw? my grandma

04) had a serious talk with? Aly

05) made cry? I can’t remember the last person I made cry

06) made laugh? Grandma

07) yelled at? Hillary

08) cussed at? Hillary

09) thought of? Aly

WHO;

01) makes you laugh? aly... Dustin... Hillary... my mom and grams.... my dad especially...

02) makes you cry? lots of people

03) is a true friend? Aly

04) is weird? Aly

05) is a bhama? What in the hell does this shit mean speak English... damn you

06) likes you? Vincent...

RANDOM;

01) favorite song(s) ehhh.... 1 bourbon 1 scotch and 1 beer

02) favorite word? Flaflooga

03) place wants to be?
29578 Running Deer Way
Coarsegold, California
93614
or Maine... or Paris

04) are you open-minded? Sometimes

05) rain or sun? sun...

06) winter or summer? Winter

07) love or hate? Love

8) one moment you'll never forget? one moment... the last moment I saw Erik hagbom... we were having soo much fun...

09) future career? Actress, dancer... well performer... or journalist

10) Kids or no kids? Kids

11) Cat or dog? cat.... you have to work for their affection... dogs or 9 out of 10 depending on its background will give you love right away

12) Half empty or half full? who the fuck cares if it’s half empty or half full... JUST

DRINK THE DAMN CLASS OF WATER

13) Mustard or ketchup? Ketchup

14) Hard cover books or soft cover books? Both

15) Newspaper or magazine? Both

16) Sandals or sneakers? Sneakers

17) Wonder or amazement? Wonder

18) Red car or white car? Red

19) Happy & poor or sad & rich? happy and poor

20) Singing or dancing? Both

21) Hugging or kissing? kissing and hugging

22) Corduroy or plain? Corduroy

23) Happy or sad? Happy

24) Blondes or Brunettes? either one... who cares what color hair they have as long as their fun to be with

25) 2 doors or 4 (on a car): 4

26) Coffee or ice cream: coffee

27) Shampoo or conditioner: umm I use both

28) Bridges or tunnels: tunnels

29) One pillow or two: 2

30) Pierce your nose or tongue? Tongue

31) Be serious or be funny? Funny

32) Drink whole or skim milk? Whole

33) Simple or complicated? Complicated

34) Flowers or angels? angels... I’d like to see a miracle

35) Grey or gray? what’s the difference?

36) Color or black-&-white photos? black and white

37) Lust or love: Love

38) Sunrise or sunset? sunrise... a new start

39) M&Ms or Skittles? Skittles

40) Rap or rock? Rock

41) Staying up late or waking up early? Staying up late

42) TV or radio? Radio

43) what the hell is this? a question

44) Eating apples or oranges? Apples

45) Being hot or cold? Cold

46) Tall members of the opposite sex? umm basically everyone considering i'm 5'2

47) Sun or moon? moon... you can actually focus in on it and look at it in real life

48) Emeralds or rubies? Rubies

49) Left or Right? Left

50) Having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? one best friend.... as long as you have one BEST friend... you’re doing right in the world

51) Sun or rain? already answered... see above 46 questions

52) Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? Vanilla

53) Boys or girls? Boys

54) Green beans or carrots? eww...neither

55) Low fat or fat free? fat free

Which is BETTER With THE Opposite SEX?

56) cute or sexy? cute

57) lips or eyes? eyes

58) short or tall? Tall

59) fatty or skinny? in the middle... built

60) sweet or caring? Caring

61) romantic or spontaneous? Both

62) sensitive or loud? both

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY;

63) Do you have a crush? Yea

64) Who is it? ....

65) Are you two together? no...

66) If so, how long has it been? it never began

67) What is it that attracts you to him? funny guy that’s easy to talk too... is very caring and spontaneous but can be spontaneous and he’s sensitive

68) Is he everything you mentioned? Yea

69) Where do you want to live? in a house... doesn’t matter where as long as I’m with the love of my life doing what I want and I’m able to pay the bills.... but I’d really like to live in Maine, Missouri, cali, New York, Paris and Italy at least once each

70) What kind of job do you want? one I enjoy that makes at least enough money for me to live on.

71) Do you want to get married? yes

ONE;

72) 1 second ago: typing

73) 1 minute ago: still filling out this damn survey

74) 1 hour ago: playing cards

75) 1 day ago: at this time... playing cards

76) 1 week ago: I was just hanging out... I think I was at the mall

77) 1 month ago: I was getting ready for district

78) 1 year ago: I wasn’t sure of what I wanted... and I was going in the wrong direction for everything

I;

79) I hurt: often

80) I like: talking to aly, playing video games, being on stage, writing, playing cards with my grandma, cuddling with a guy I really like.... walking... playing in the snow, having snow ball fights with my brother-n-law, making snowmen and snow angels..... getting what I want... being around good friends... dancing... singing... opening a present on Christmas eve that I wasn’t expecting on getting and making me more anxious to wake up on Christmas to open more gifts..... petting my cat... playing with my dogs.... getting good grades and feeling good about myself because I know I deserve the grade cause I did my work and studied... and it played off.... reading a good book and then what I don’t expect to happen.. and happen and then I cant possibly set it down for ANYTHING... writing letters which I wish I did more often... going to check my email and getting an unexpected letter from a good friend or family member..... get the part in the play I wanted.... doing diction warm-ups... that’s right I like to do them...... to answer the phone and it be for me when is as expecting to hand it off to someone else

81) I love: hugs from people I didn’t expect to get a hug from today... cold showers and hot showers...

82) I hate: people that judge things they don’t know and can't even begin to understand.... people who judge famous people, when they’ve never met them and don’t even know if what their saying is true....

83) I feel: tired... and my arm hurts

84) I hide: my pain

85) I drive: NO WHERE that would require knowing HOW to drive

86) I learned: be honest, up front, and to be kind to everyone (at least until you can find out what kind of person they are) never judge, be yourself at all times even if the people around you don’t like the person you are....

87) I wait: for love... to be able to see aly again

88) I will: Start looking for the good in people rather than the bad... start writing letters to people and staying in touch better.... I will keep my grades up this semester and try out for the spring play

89) I miss: aly... and Erik... and the way things use to be when I was little and nothing was really this hard.... I miss being loved by someone... and knowing they loved me... I miss being in Maine... and knowing I can go back because I now I know I can't... I miss lying down in the snow and getting lost and I miss being myself when I was little and no one really cared what I was like.... I miss the friends I had in elementary school that I lost because I didn’t grow up the way they did... with money and "class" and "good" taste for clothes and normal... I miss a lot of things that I can’t bring back... I miss my uncle Ricky and my grandpa... and I miss my whole family being together for Christmas... I miss having my older sister in the same house with me because living in two separate homes pulls us apart... I miss everything from back when

90) I want: to have the old gang together again.... but their dead or gone... or will be by next year....

91) I fear: everything... I fear not getting into MSA... I fear never seeing aly again... I fear my whole family getting torn apart... I fear not growing up... I fear death

92) I am: what I am and no one... not now not ever... will change that what ever it may be

CURRENT;

93) Current Clothes: no socks... Mickey mouse underwear... strawberry shortcake pjs pants... blue bra.... Gautier shirt

94) Current Mood: tired... a little afraid... curious of the future...

95) Current Music: none

96) Current Desktop Picture: on this one... bubble... on my dad's black... on my own... a girl with black hair and clothes crying and underneath it says lonely

97) Current Favorite Show: you'd have to watch TV to have one of those...

98) Current Refreshment: Diet coke

Current Mood: groggy

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December 4th, 2004
03:04 am

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I have only spent 25 hours and some odd minutes at my house this week
25 hours out 120 (only count mon-fri)... not to mention the fact that i didnt spend more then thirty minutes at my house on friday..... and this week.. was by far my best week this year i think... it definately was... even though we didnt win... its still cool.. i think only a few of us wanted to go.... the rest was in for the fun of it... and boy oh boy was it fun... cant wait for next year's comp. but for right now i'm going to bed

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November 30th, 2004
06:07 am

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TWO DAYS UNTILL DISTRICT

well two days adn awake up

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November 24th, 2004
11:08 pm

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eight days till district

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: miles apart - yellowcard

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November 23rd, 2004
05:23 pm

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WOAH I'M IN A QUIZ kinof mood
Take the quiz: "Are You Bisexual, Straight, or Lesbian? (Very, very Accurate if you answer honestly. Girls please.)"

You are straight as an arrow honey!
You are very straight! The very thought of a girl coming onto you (or cumming on you, dependding) disgusts you.But you should try it before you diss it!
so that answers that for you guys.... straight

dylan??
Take the quiz: "What should your nick name be?"

dylan
your smart but u surround yourself with people that dont share your IQ but you luv them anyway


i LIKE this one
Take the quiz: "What type of attitude problem do you have? (pics)"

Your Sarcastic....Like me
This is supposed to be the lowest form of humor...But i think its the best because its mean and funny. Besides like me you probably cant help it anymore. Here's a phrase for you...


ok so that above quiz had pictures.. and i wanted to know what the other results were and what their pictures were so i put in different answers and i like this one:
Take the quiz: "What type of attitude problem do you have? (pics)"

Your Scary
Your probably goth (good for you). But this also makes most of the things you say creepy to others. Your probably trying to be mean but your slighty twisted so you end up scaring people. But who cares they still go away which is what you wanted. Try creeping people out by saying....

this one was .. okay
Take the quiz: "What type of attitude problem do you have? (pics)"

Your Funny
You mean to make the people around you laugh, you probably dont even mean what you say. But if it gets a reaction then you'll say it. Here's a comment for you to try...

this one is kindof... blah
Take the quiz: "What type of attitude problem do you have? (pics)"

Your Mean
You just say whatever you want without thinking about how it will make the other person feel. You've probably said every mean thing possable so how about you try this....

okay on to a real quiz result

is this really ME
Take the quiz: "RANDOM QUESTION PERSONALITY QUIZ! VEEEERRRRY TRUE RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

TRUE PERSONALITY
YOU'RE TRUE BLUE! EVERYONE THINKS YOU'RE REALLY NICE AND YOU SHOW A LOT OF RESPECT FOR OTHERS AS WELL AS YOURSELF. I WOULDN'T BE SURPRISED IF I SAW YOU WINNING AN AWARD OR SOMETHING ON TV. YOU ARE VERY TRUE TO YOURSELF AND YOU ARE THE SAME AROUND YOURSELF AND YOUR FAMILY AS YOU ARE TO OTHERS! THIS IS A VERY GOOD QUALITY! THANKS FOR TAKING THE QUIZ!


Riiiigggghhht
Take the quiz: "How will you commit suicide?! (PICS!!!)"

Cutting
You will cut yourself to bits and pieces and bleed to death, and I doubt that it will be the first time cutting. You so alone, so sad, don't let others bring you down. Stay away from knifes and enjoy life.


didnt expect this one.. now did ya... ((me either))
Take the quiz: "What Kind of PUNK are you?! (AWESOME PICS FOR GIRLS!)"

OldSchool Punk
your the orinal thing, be proud, everyone else is a POSER! you hair kicks ass and your aditude does too..You started it all, all the fucking lifeless followers of punk attemption. You did it, yay you! Now go mosh or skank or whatever you do you sick bastard. Love ya!

.. riiiggghht.. who is this guy??
Take the quiz: "Who is your perfect guy?"

Ryan Cabrera
Your guy is Ryan, he is sweet funny and loves you for you

okay.. mutual..
Take the quiz: "what piercing are you?"

eyebrow
rebel. nice. you stand out but its not like your a freak.

okay.. i took i again.. because i had two answers that i would pick on some of the questions...
Take the quiz: "what piercing are you?"

lip
mmm.. lip rings are awesome. i have one of my own. keep being individual
^and taht peircing.. i want sooo bad...


welll.... i dont know about this guys
Take the quiz: "What's wrong with you?"

You're normal
Your diagnosis: You're normal. It's a shame. You really don't stand apart from the rest of the sheep. You just blend along. Try doing something out of the box for a change.


okay.. i dont feel like taking quizes anymore... i'm out

Current Mood: tired

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